I am fond of the word 'avec' or with in english .. often I find myself using franglais saying something along the lines of " Do you want to come avec moi?" also in french.. another phrase i have infused in my vocab is "je n'sais pas" (if i spelt that right.. its been a few years since ive written it!) it means "I don't know"

I'm studying German at my Uni.. so I guess I'll include some phrases...Heute ( said like hoy-ta) is just fun to say.. it means today.. often I'll ask " was ist das wetter heute?" -How is the weather today?.. also just a simple "sehr gut" does me good!

what have I gone and done this time!?

soon enough this will no longer be an angst filled high school kid's journal. I've been blogging since middle school, insane shit.

Change is now.

If you want to be re added then comment here.

I am so in love it is crazy.

Yeah, I'm becoming jaded.



I'm not the person I was when i dated anthony.
I'm not so much a better person.
But, man I feel so alive.
it's still all so new.
It'll change one day.
then i'll be seeking new thrills.
that's how i am.
I get so bored so quickly.


I'm still the person i knew i am, the one that wouldnt admit to being as so.
I get bored with people, and rarley to i keep the same people in my life.
I get so bored


I love you life, even if i wish it were over more often then not.

BOYFRIEND and me.


Je promets de me décider. Je l'un ou l'autre amour vous ou vous laisser. Je suis désolé

So I just failed my IC3 cert class, the first part.
I got a 633 when a 700 is accepted as passing.
but alas that's why there's two chances.

So this past month has been insane
Cinderella was a great success.
Prom for glen ridge is Thursday.
I'm not going to our own prom however

more later

How do I update?

Life is a funny thing.
everytime i try to update, I just get side tracked.

hello storm


lately time has been spent with tyler.
I'm enjoying it.

There's been soo much going on though,
like intense amounts of work and such.
I haven't updated in 15 days.

I'll tell you about this morning
Anthony called me to wake me up, I then called ty
then anthony called back.
Then i picked ant up for school.
BAD IDEA.
We basically had a blow out infront of the school.
It's not that I don't care about him,
but rather I have other, dare I say, people to tend to.
and his constant nagging and guilt tripping is not appealing
thus me not returning phone calls and being busy with my life.

On a lighter note, cory called last night.
I was sleeping but picked up anyway.
I was delightfuly suprised it wasn't anthony.
I miss cory.
Man, I'm happy I've moved from something so hopeless.
But in a perfect world I'd be with cory.
We're a great match.
Who knows, maybe after college or someonewhere on my wander through life
our paths will cross and the planets will line up.
that would make me the happiest.

yay for updating in my ic3/webdesign class

nswer in 3 words.

1. Where is your cell phone?
in my hoodie

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend?
who needs one?
3. Your hair?
is really short

4. Your mother?
is at home

5. Your father?
very good question

6. Your favorite item?
sewing machine/ mac
7. Your dream last night?:
i past out

8. Your favorite drink?
seltzer/ cranberry / coke

9. Your dream car?
I dont care much

10. The room you are in?
the school libary

12. Your fear?
leading boring life

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
on my own

14. Who did you hang out with last?
Myself, my mom, mikey

15. What you're not?:
closed minded, shallow

16. Muffins?:
breakfast at work

17: One of your wish list items?
i am satisfied

18: Who do you like?
crushes are numerous

19. The last thing you did?
left sex ed.
20. What are you wearing?:
tank, hoodie, jeans

22. Your favorite book?
looking for alaska

23. The last thing you ate?:
some diet coke

24. Your life?:
is transitional now

25. Your mood?
confused, hopeful, calm

26. Your friends?:
nerds, fakes, beautiful

27. What are you thinking about right now?
nothing really important

28. Your car?:
luxury honda accord

29. What are you doing at the moment?:
sitting top chef

30. Your summer?:
I worked alot

31. Your relationship status?:
hopeful, who knows

32. What is on your tv?:
top chef baby

33. When is the last time you laughed?:
talking to mom

34. Last time you cried?
very long ago

35. School?
was decent today

AT YOUR IGNORANCE;
I WILL BITE MY TOUNGUE